What more can I say? If you don't even want to stand up for yourself? For this relationship? I'm not asking you to disobey your parents or anything but at least speak out. Tell them how much you much you want it. How much we want it. For once just tell them how did we struggled to stand still. How many bullshits that we had to go through so that we can be together. How deep we'd been dragged to the darkest part of the world, gasping for air. I too have my own parents to obey but they know I should live my own life too. And I'm very sure that my mom knew about us. Speaking out for yourself is not called fighting back. How long you want to be a mouse? A coward? No I'm not throwing a tantrum at your parents. They just wanted the best for you. But you? I'm dissapointed. You keep accepting things and you didn't even want to stand for yourself. I'm trying so hard to keep with this thing, because I just wanted to be with you and I want you to be the last, the man I can spend the rest of my life with. I tried to be strong, I've been holding back my tears for so long. I wanted to be strong for us.
And I've realize that I am so weak.
Are this thing worth fighting for?
Is this what happen when I tried to love someone whole-heartedly?
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