have faith.

we won 2-0 againts TCS today. yeah its quite a good game.
but not for me.
I think I've missed two chances to score goal.
in the first and sec half.
yeah I totally hate myself.
the ball was right infront of me and as striker, it's my DUTY to score but I've FAILED.
yes I've failed. two fucking chances.
I'm so dissapointed although they said "its okay, past is past."
It's not okay. no, and never.
but coach still want me in the game.
during the game, I can only hear his voice.
I wanna try my best. I tried to make use his advice.
and at the end of the game, he told me that I've done a very good job.
I was like whaaaaat? coach, saya main mcm taik kot.
but I listened to him, I thinks that's why.
thanks coach. saya cuba utk score.
no, I WILL score tmr, insyaallah.
esok lwn Jaya Jusco hahaha Jelapang Jaya, sorry.
wish me luck!
sape lg nk sayang diri aku klau bkn aku huhu.
#ilove myself ♥♥♥♥