me.

I feel so useless. I can't even make things right. myself, studies, sports, loved ones, friendship. I feel like, you know.
I thought I was good in something but bam, it turned out to be so miserable.
I've realize this when I was having a sport practise yesterday. looking those people who are way better than me just make me feel, unwanted. I thought I was good in it. hell yeah I'm so wrong.
the best I can do is only watch, and learn.
that's it.
bknnya nk dengki ke apa, no.
big no.
they're just so good. all of them. there's no place for a loser like me though.
I should've be a watergirl, kuli batak or smtg.
in studies, damn. I feel like I'm tumbling down when I walk into form 4's life.
maybe it was just 'zaman peralihan'.
hope so. I can co-op with it.

Love? seriously, too much giving high hopes, high expectations, I'm just used to it.
not gonna talk abt this fking shit.

I miss my sista. It's been awhile since we met last 2 months.
today its officially 17th months of sisterhood.
I love you <3
thanks for always be there for me.
and I'm sorry for every mistakes that I've done.